Lessons Learned, The Finale

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If you’ve missed any of Lessons Learned, you can read Parts 1, 2, 3, 4 ,5 , 67 and 8 for the complete story or find last week’s Part 9 here .

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I wake the next morning in, of course, Bobby’s room and Bobby’s bed, feeling more confused than ever.  Last night was everything I’d ever dreamed– slow, tender, cherished loving.  In fact, I could feel my cheeks heating as I remembered just how many ways Bobby had cherished me last night!

I lay still and opened one eye to see if he was awake and realized I was alone in the luxuriously big bed piled with soft white pillows.  Why couldn’t I just be happy about us getting back together? Or even just about sharing a passion-filled night?   What was wrong with me?  Bobby was still as wonderful as I remembered from when we were teens, but it just felt like something was missing. Obviously it was my problem, because he was perfect.  Well, as perfect as the boy who’d knocked me up as a teenager and then left for college without a word could be.  Yes, yes, I knew that was unfair and even to me it felt like beating a dead horse, but I just couldn’t shake those feelings of abandonment and it was gonna take a lot of time and a lot of talking for me to change.

I stretched and winced as some sore, little used muscles protested, but I got out of bed, searching for something to wear as I did the walk of shame back to my room.  Okay, fine, I’d just have to put on one of his tee shirts over my panties and hope it looked like I was dressed for the pool if I ran into anybody in the hallway.  I was searching for the stationery note pad to leave Bobby a message and found it propped up on the desk.

“Baby,” Bobby had written, “you looked so sweet and worn out that I didn’t want to wake you.  I know we didn’t get much sleep last night.” (Sleep is underlined twice, just like a guy!)  “I went to grab us some coffee.  Come down to the beach when you get ready, there’s something I want you to see.”

I run to the patio doors and push aside the curtain so I can go out on the balcony and gaze at the beach.  Oh, no, no, no, how could he?  I hastily scribble a note and leave it on the bedside table. Grabbing my dress and purse and shoes from the wedding, I blindly rush out the door toward my room.  By the time I get my room key out of my purse and open the door, tears are running down my face.

I take a quick shower, throw my clothes into my suitcase and call a car to take me to the airport. I manage to get on an earlier flight back to the mainland, damn the cost.  All I know is I have to be by myself to think, away from Bobby.  He’ll try to change my mind, I know he will.  He’ll be all sweet and loving and understanding and…rational!  Damn him, I just can’t think straight when he does that.

God, I must be crazy, who wouldn’t want someone like him?  But, I’ve kept these feelings inside for so long, I just can’t — I don’t know, give up myself, maybe?  If I let myself even think I might be able to love him, won’t that make everything I’ve felt all these years wrong?  So I send Bobby a text:

I’m boarding my plane to go home.  I need some time to think.  I’m sorry, I really am.

All I know is, I’ve got to run…

 

Epilogue

After the first hour, Bobby suspected she wasn’t coming down to the beach.  After nearly two hours had gone by, he sighed and walked back up toward the hotel, dumping the now-cold coffee cups into a nearby trash can.   He looked again at the text message Gina had sent him and shook his head, trying to make sense of it.

What did she need to think about?   She hadn’t even come down to the beach to see and hear his proposal. He jammed his hands into the pockets of his board shorts and his fingers found the small velvet box.  How could he have been so wrong?

Walking slowly back toward his room, his mind wandered to the previous evening.  He knew there was still an incredible electricity between them.  She’d been soft and warm and perfect in his arms.  She looked incredible in the long, flowing blue dress she’d worn for the wedding, but even more beautiful as he’d inched the zipper down and she let it fall to the floor in a silken pool around her feet.

He shook his head to clear the delicious memories and willed the tightening in his groin to ease.   He tried to subtly adjust his board shorts and when he looked up he stopped in his tracks.  The drapes to his room were open and so was the patio door.  He could see the drapes blowing in the breeze.

He knew he hadn’t opened the drapes when he left, so Gina must have gotten his note and gone out on the balcony to look for him on the beach.  Dammit.  How could he have been so stupid?  Of course she’d seen the words in the sand and panicked.

Bobby squeezed his eyes closed in frustration.  He should have taken things slower.  He should have waited till they’d had more time together.   Bobby rubbed the ache that had started right above his left eye.  There was a way to fix this, he couldn’t lose her a second time.  Smiling just a little, he shook his head and went up to his room to pack.

He should have known she’d run…

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53 responses

  1. I wasn’t expecting that ending! It was GREAT, Diane. I can imagine what her wrote and the emotions and confusion that surged through her when she had seen his declaration in the sand. I wonder if he’ll find her, and what will happen if he does.

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    1. Oh, Rob, thanks for reading and glad you liked it! This just couldn’t be a happily ever after, at least not yet 😉

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  2. A very different ending! I thought she would say yes and it would be a happy ending. This leaves room for imagination and maybe even a sequel?

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    1. Maybe! This just didn’t feel right having a happy ending, not yet, anyway 😉

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    2. I agree, I thought the same things!

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  3. I love the ending!

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    1. Thank you, not too HEA, but hopeful, I think…

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  4. Oh, this is such a great ending. And I think it was the right ending. I don’t think it would have been believable for them to instantly be together after one night with all they’d been through. And now you’ve left it open for a sequel. 🙂

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    1. Thanks, yeah, she’s just got too many issues for there to be an easy answer. Just like real life sometimes *sigh* I might continue on with his sister, Rhia. But I might take a little break, too and work on some other stuff…

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    1. Thanks, Rita, I’m glad you liked it!

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      1. Thank you, you are so, so sweet!

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      2. Nah! Jealous. LOL

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  5. Oh so fabulous!! Loved every moment of this story!!

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    1. Thank you, Paula! I really appreciate your comments ❤

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  6. Oh my goodness, this was Awesome!!! I have to go back and read it again!! Wonderful, Diane!

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    1. Thanks so much for reading, Dorinda and I’m so glad you liked it!

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      1. You’re very welcome! Loved it!! 🙂

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  7. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
    Oh he has to go after her, the ass! I loved it, loved it, loved it! Now get busy on the sequel! 💖💖💖💖 So third times a charm and they get their HEA! Right?

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    1. Thanks, Meg! I see them together, but she has a lot of issues to work through. Maybe they’ll go to therapy together 😉

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  8. I was shocked by the ending! I hope they find love! I really liked this thanks for writing! xxx

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    1. I just couldn’t see a big happy ending for them, not yet, anyway!

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      1. I liked it and was surprised. More real not fantasy

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      2. Thanks, I thought so, too! xo

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      3. Loved the reality of it all,

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  9. Amazing! Just SO good!!!!👏👏👏👏

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  10. Better than I imagined you would close the story – and set up for a sequel. I bow to the mistress again!

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    1. Aww, thanks, I just couldn’t picture them with a HEA, at least not right away. It would have been forced, no?

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      1. So right. Readers are tired of fairy tales. We like reality especially when it’s painted in pretty, tropical hues.

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      2. Thanks, sweet friend! I do like trying new ways of writing, too!

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      3. goody. Cuz I like your style and your sense of imagination

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  11. This is riveting. Wow. I’m moved. Reminds me of a love in a recent relationship that I had. Reading this helped somehow.
    Blessings – you are great.
    Debbie

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    1. Thank you, Debbie, so nice of you to say that!

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  12. Reminded me of the Runaway Bride. People running from commitment. Good story with an unexpected finale.

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    1. Thanks, Drew! I’m glad you liked it.

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  13. I always love the ‘getting back together’ bit in books. This was a first! And I loved it. I can spin how the chase occurs in my head any way I want.:-). This was a beautiful read. I am so glad I read it all at once too. Keep on writing. Love stories make my world go round.

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    1. Oh, Deb, big hugs for saying that! And thanks so much for reading, I really appreciate your comments xo

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  14. Oh Diane, that was just FANTASTIC. Loved it, you had me from the start and what a great ending. Seriously woman, you should go into screen writing … 🙂

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    1. You are lovely to say that! I am thinking more about writing fiction …

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      1. Well, you definitely have a talent there … go for it!

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  15. I’m late to the party, but great story. ☺

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    1. Thank you much, A, for reading. I’m glad you enjoyed it.

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      1. I’ll have to catch up ☺

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